On doing stupid things

We've all been through them, or at least some of us have. One night stands are tricky thing. You meet up with someone for one sole reason, and then after you're done, you move on. But what happens when this person becomes your scapegoat? What happens when you get an "urge" and you always end up calling on this individual?

Unfortunately, I'm in this position now. I met KungPow about 2 years ago at a job I had. We "hooked up" a few times, and never really thought much of it. He's reliable, and good. (Except for the pidgeon cooing at the end of it...It still irks me to this day.) I bumped into him today at work, and I told myself that I would not give into the "urge" to take him out to the parking lot and have my way with him.

The nature of this post, however, does not suggest an action like that. Instead, like a sex-crazed monster, I yanked him by his tie and took him to my car. Oh yes ladies and gentlemen, right in the backseat of my car we did the horizontal monkey dance. In broad daylight, in a parking lot. I think I have sunken to DoorKnob's level.

On a side note: He didn't coo this time. He finally orgasmed in a normal way...or as normal as an orgasm can get.

Anyways, so after the monkey dance, he asked me if I wanted to go for lunch. I gave him this weird look and mumbled some sort of excuse that I had plans to meet up with a friend. I have a feeling that KungPow wants to actually date me. Maybe I should stop using him for sex. hang on a tick, he is a man after all. You think that he would appreciate the fact that I'm out for one thing. I'm not asking him to commit to anything, I just want him purely for one reason and one reason only. When did men turn into women? When did their feelings begin to dominate over their penis?

I think I really did a stupid thing today. And now, I'm going to pay for it every Saturday when I see him.

Or maybe not...