Change
It's funny how things can change in an hour. I went from being happy about this school year to being completely depressed all because I was unable to translate a sentence into English. You know when you have one of those days where something just isn't working for you? Well, today was that day. My professor, seeing my frustration, kept picking on me. At the end of it all, he basically told me that I should just give up. He insulted me indirectly in front of the whole class.
I know he's trying to teach us self-confidence and blah blah blah, but honestly, when you're being singled out in a class, it just isn't very much fun.
I feel like everything I have worked for is just falling apart right now, and I really have no drive or motivation to keep going.
My mood certainly does suit the day. Foggy, rainy, and cold.
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