Exhaustion

"Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming?"
-Welcome to my life, Simple Plan

As tacky as Simple Plan can be, I can really relate to that song, especially right now. I'm sooo tired. I know how people always complain about being exhausted, but I think I have finally reached my limit. I can only go on for so long.

I have such a chaotic time ever since I came back from New York. I've been running around performing errands, I had to help my mom get ready to travel to Greece, and I've been trying to do stuff around the house. (Ie. Cleaning, doing the laundry etc.) Unfortunately the stuff in brackets has yet to be done. By the time I get home I'm so zonked that the last thing I want to do is clean or wash clothes.

School is also starting up again. I can't believe how quickly the summer went by. September 1st is only one day away. Soon I'll be stuck in class, bored out of my mind because I hate some of the topics that I'm taking. At least in those crappy classes, I won't be suffering alone. PinkPolish and I will silently brood.

The one thing that I do like about back to school is getting ready. Shopping for new jeans, purchasing your books, buying notebooks etc. It's all about the thrill of getting ready, but that thrill quickly diminishes once the first day of class begins. As Smithers would say: "Boo-rns."

Anyways, that's all I got for ya today. I'm going to try and sneak out of work early. Maybe I can get some extra sleep when I go home. Be good ya'll.